Eternal Slumber

Tired of the fake smiles
Tired of putting on that happy face
Sometimes I dream of sleep
Of eternal slumber
Agonize no more
Pain dripping away
To be stripped free
Freedom
The feeling of the wind blowing against my wings
That's what I desire
That's what I want
How many would that be now
One
Two
Even more
How many white pills is it
To put me in that eternal slumber